Ramble Ramble

  Time to ramble. Couple things. First off, I kind of fell off my diet and exercise. I am going to try to go back today to it. I don’t think I gained the weight back per say. But I am still trying to loose it.

  So this is going to be a long rant/ramble. I have a “friend”. Its a lady friend, but shes like my younger sister. Its one of those kinds of friends that wants to be friends on their terms, not yours. She texts me one word answers and such. She only tells me she misses me when she sees me. I am always around for her. I am always here. And yet it takes me to go see her, in order for her to tell me she misses me. I put a facebook status a little while back. “I am more than just a name in your contact list”. I have had friends like her a while ago. I know how it works. When she wants to talk about this particular subject of feels this way, she pulls up my name, like I am a specialist. That’s not how friendship works in my eyes. I treat my friends all the same. I text them often just to see how they are and where they are in life. But the usual excuse is “I have too many friends”. Friends are like pets. If you are going to have 100 pets, you have to manage time with those pets in order for them to want to be around you. I guess I wasn’t the million friend kind of person. I believe in quality not quantity. I mean I have plenty of acquaintances. But a friend means a lot more to me than the usual person. If you are my friend, you are there for me and I am there for you. Its a relationship, not a chore. I don’t know. It hurts my feelings when someone doesn’t talk to you for weeks, then says they misses you. I have been here the whole time lady. 

  Anywho, this weekend I am going to Purple Door :]. I am so excited, going with my best friend and his family. Chillen in PA, listening to hardcore music. Yep, going to love it :]. Ah I can’t wait.

  So me and my friend are debating on starting a nonprofit shirt company. We are thinking of making t shirts then selling them for a little more than the cost to make them, and give the money we make to local charity’s. Or something along those lines. We feel like we have a calling to do so. 

 Well I think this is it for my rant and ramble. Hope everyone is well! Take care :].