Haven’t done this in a while. Haha. Soo yea where shall I begin. I got myself a new microphone/headset. So I have been making youtube gaming videos and such. Its super fun :3. I want to make more! Bleh College. Where shall I even BEGIN. Sigh. Its end of semester. I hate this part. STRESS LEVEL SO HIGH. Its not even fathomable. Gah. I have so much to do in not enough time. I just want to explode. To think in like two weeks from now, I will be on cloud 9. I hope atleast. Sigh. I am turning in all my stuff for design and layout class tomorrow. I am working on my final animation for my animation class. Working on my painting and portfolio for color theory. And ceramics…. I am doing my best, even though I know I prob will fail. I am praying for a D lol. I just am horrible at it >____> Lol. My moms in the hospital and I get the house to myself. Yes I still live with my parents. My dad is being his dingy self. He was driving earlier and we got lost. We saw some great sights though. He also has been talking to his co-worker thats female a lot. Its kinda weird. He just complains about work and all. It’s still odd. Idk how I should take it. Oh and random, Still lonely. I need a wife lol. Or friends. Yep. End of Ramble, kk goodnight. Oh am going to shave before I sleep. Yep its 12:09 am and I am going to shave. I am awesome. Goodnight TuMblr :3.
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So this is one of my rambles, I know it hasn’t been that long since one of my last one. But this one is pretty good I think :]. So I like numerous other people got hit by the Hurricane. It wasn’t that bad. Butttt We lost power. Its been a couple days now without power. I have honestly used this time to get closer to God. I haven’t really read my bible as much as I wanted to, but I have been praying a lot. Its actually amazing. I feel like a giddy 14 year old talking about her her crush. But I am not, I usually just pray to got about everything. But prayer is more than just asking and such. I see it as a conversation. I thank him for everything and just tell him whats going on in my life. Its just great. But anywho, I do feel like an Amish living by candlelight. Its pretty cool, but my nerdness is hating it. I am online at my cousins/friends house right now, just charging my phone and getting on the great World Wide Web. Haha. But anyways, me and my best friend confronted one of our friends about them slipping away and taking their focus off of God. I have been praying deeply about it, and I am going to continue, but it seems rather than agreeing with us, she tries to deny it and make excuses. I love her as a sister in Christ but it drives my human flesh crazy that she is lying to me and my best friend and making these excuses up. I pray that I have patience and try to remain in her life as an example of a man of God. I really do hope she sees that she is slipping. Finally, this is not really anything special, but it seems I have reached over 200 follows. Not sure why, I only post my rambles and random pictures. But thanks :D
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So I guess being human makes me a bad boyfriend. Sorry, I found out my mother has cancer that isn’t curable and you say I can’t comfort you enough. I think I have just a bit on my mind. But I guess I am selfish saying that. Idk. I can’t believe she would break up with me over one time I couldn’t help her feel better. One time! Maybe its just for the best. There are plenty of fish out there. God has a lady for me. One that will understand that I won’t always say the right things, and can forgive me for being human and making mistakes. I will enjoy being single for a while. Drama free, woo. I will miss the cuddles though :/. Whatever
So today is another “Chill” day. I woke up and we attempted to open my pool. There is a lot of water on the cover and there is a hole, so its a headache. We basically have a bubble of water dangling over the edge of the pool. Anywho, the pool is basically open, with the exception of a big bubble of icky water. So someone had to go in the pool to get the leaves out and put the filter caps. I jumped at the chance, I love swimming. And it felt amazing. This is the third year I was first in the pool. I take it with great honor haha. I am weirdly really excited this summer to swim a lot :]. Possible pool hangouts and such in the future as well! :3. Now time to chill haha.
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